On this very day I fell apart
Before heaven
On a sandy knee
Knowing that the desert
Isn't where I want to be
I have been here long enough
Father
I am ready for the oasis
To become reality
To drink the wine, the water
Straight from your cup
Instead of only dreaming
Of the day
The rain will come
I would like to ask you all
To forgive me
For giving in so many times
Time and Time again
I just don't have any strength left
To continue with the burden on my own
But I know
In the end
The only thing worth fighting for
Aching for
Debating for
Screaming for
Awaking in the morning for...

Is Heaven
And the friend who awaits us
Let these pages server as a reminder
That the deepest pit is only a lesson
To prove that eternity
Is on the horizon.